I love you so much,
But I’m not sure if I can handle this.
I’m in too deep.
I try so hard
But nothing ever seems to turn out right.

You cause me so much pain
You’ve made me physically sick
With your actions.
And yet
I can always forgive you.

I only fear
That if I were to do the same to you
You wouldn’t be able to forgive me.
I don’t know why it scares me so much.
Maybe it’s because I love you so.

I’ve lived without you
I can live without you
But I don’t want to.
I know that I’m gonna get hurt here
But I don’t care.

If I get to love you
And express my love to you,
Then that’s all I care about.
If I can make you happy
Then I’ll do it.

I just don’t know what to do.
If I confront you,
I hurt you, and you get angry.
If I don’t confront you
I hurt you, and you get angry.

Help me… please
If I knew what to do,
I’d do it.
In a second,
I’d do it…

But I don’t…